// In need of help//

I love you more than u will ever understand. U make my life better. U gave me hope. But u stole it back. Leaving me shattered and broken. U want space, u wanna do u. U say that I try to change u. But ur trying to change me, change me into something, into someone I’m not ok with. I’ve given u my all and I’m still fighting for u because I believe in us. I believe we were make for each other. But loosing u, I’d rather die. If feel how painful it is for u right now. And I don’t know what to say or how to act, in fear of u walking out the door. Where is my love? Where has he gone. This is not him. This is a monster. I know this. I can still feel feel u faintly inside of him. But I see the look in ur eyes. How its hard for u to even be close to me. Like I’m a fire that’s burning to hot that u can’t put out. I know ur trying. But ur not leaving me with much hope. Do u live me? I need to know! Do u know I’m still here?